Convocation day

Over the past convocation that I have been through, I have met back with so many friends which made me to have a good memory. During the convocation, I have to take care of many peoples feeling as they have accompanied me during the convocation. Among them were my family, my girlfriend, Cynthia, and her family, CCF brothers and sisters, church sister, secondary friends, convocation friends and other friends in MMU. I have tried not to neglect each one of them as I know that they also hope to get the attention from me and have pictures with them. It’s not because of who am I but as a good memories for every one of us. Anyhow, I still neglected a bit of my girlfriend feeling which I did not aware of it during my convocation. I really feel sorry for her. Here I also want to thank everyone that purposely come to my convocation and rejoice with me. Even though this convocation is ended with a tiring day, I still praise the Lord for the day and His guidance. I have been so many worried before my convocation day but all my worries were no longer a worry as He has leaded me the way through it.

Graduated and jobless

Yeah... I have finally graduated from MMU. Actually I have graduated for the past few months ago but only after my convocation few days ago. Most of my friends already have their offered and already in their working world now. Meanwhile, I'm still jobless here. That's why I'm so free to write this blog here. Hahaha... Before my convocation, my friend told me that I will feel nervous that when others ask me "where are you working currently?" and I will always answer them that I'm still jobless. Yea, it's not a tough answered but an answered that make me feel so useless. Some of my friends told me that I have finally graduated but now jobless. I just replied them with a smile. I have tried to send my resume to many companies in KL, Selangor, JB and Singapore over the past few months but only one that giving me an interview. Such a failure person am I ya. If got any opportunity, I also do hope to get to work in overseas. I did hope to get graduated soon during the time I was still in MMU and now I do hope to get to work soon. But I do feel that study time is still the most enjoying, except that we have to face examination. Exam in school is only a small task compare to the real world which we have to face every trial from everything that we do. Maybe we can earn our own living without giving troublesome to our family. What I could do now is to go on ahead and keep on searching and applying for job. But I have one thing that I couldn’t explain that I still don’t know what is the will of God in me. I am still searching for it and waiting for His answer. I just couldn’t explain more on here, just some people know it and God knows everything. Very confusing right. Hahaha...

Money, money, money!!!

Do you think that money the most important to us? Or should I ask do you love money? I believe 9 out of 10 peoples will say that they love it. As for me, I do like to have money because once I have money, I can do anything that I have planned and buy anything that I could buy. I have once hate the money because money has caused many people suffering and kill each other or even kill themselves (physically or non-physically). Sometimes we couldn't just blame all these to money because it is the men attitudes that caused to every problems. What I want to say here is because of sin. We let money to control over us but not let the Creator of us to have the control. Money is indeed important but it is not the most important in our lives that we should search for. I know some people won't be agree with me in this. I can understand that eveyone will have their own opinion. It is just that how you see the thing and how you deal with it. Some people willing to spend their whole life to earn money and more money but they will never get their satisfaction. This is because they still find for something that can really give them satisfaction. Grapping things on earth won't last long, except the things that are not from earth. A baby that was born to this world will hold tight both his hands, wanting to grap everything on this world. Meanwhile, a dead man will open his both hands leaving everything behind. So, what is the purpose of our lives here? We will still gain nothing in the end. I want to say here is searching for the real meaningful of life. Have you think about it what is your purpose of living? It would be wise to think of it now if you haven't. Don't be regret when the time you are leaving this world even though you are the most riches man in the world. You still will die one day, right?

LIFE!!

My life is simple but yet complicated. Hard to understand huh.. I believe there are many peoples out there who have a life but yet didn’t feel what life is about. What is the true purpose of life? Have you think of that before? If you haven’t, you had better take some time to think of it now. Living in a life without having the purpose is meaningless. It’s like there is no existence of the living. Even though we can say that we have a great success life with great career, wealth, friends, family, but still can’t get satisfaction in life, it’s still meaningless. A great successful life is not measure by what we have or how many we gain in this world.

Alpha

This is the beginning of my blog. I am not sure why I want to create my own blog. Besides, I’m not good in writing and also not so hardworking to manage with this blog. I just hope that I can post something to help someone who may need it. Some people said that my English is hardly to understand and I always replied with a joke that only smart people would understand. I hope you will not get confuse with everything that I write. Thanks for reading and viewing my blog. I hope you will enjoy it. May the peace of the Lord always be with you.

Psalm 23

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.